Next week God willing, I turn a year older. I’m so thrilled. However, I realized as opposed to my younger self, who would look forward to that special day with so much eagerness, nowadays I feel like the day is not just about parties and gifts anymore, but a reminder of the things one hasn’t achieved yet. This thought took me back to the start of this year. I, like many goal-oriented people, drew up a list of the things I wanted to fulfill by the time we tipped our heads to this year, when ushering in the New Year.
Naturally it’s that time of the year when people start evaluating their Year’s resolutions and drawing up new ones. I don’t remember any particular year that I accomplished all my set goals, but this year has been particularly one of a kind. Of the goals I’d set I achieved only one, but I feel at the same time I have achieved so much this year that I hadn’t quite planned for. This blog for instance; I hadn’t planned on it, and of my year’s achievements, I feel like it has been one of my greatest.
When I started it, it was almost mid-year, and I remember feeling I had a few more months to check off all the resolutions I’d made. Now it turns out, there are only a few days left before the year ends. Normally I would be disappointed for not achieving all my set goals, but this year I’ve also learnt a lot pertaining to matters faith.
That said, I will not look at all that I haven’t achieved; instead I will count my blessings. I will look at all that I have achieved this far, whether I’d planned for it or not. I’ll be content, because I feel I have achieved a lot so far. I will also be content because the goals I won’t be checking off my list were not achieved, not because I didn’t try hard enough, but because circumstances wouldn’t allow it.
I don’t know if from a professional’s perspective that’s a good way of looking at it; but seeing as I believe God was with me all through the past eleven months, since this year began, I’ll look at it through the eyes of faith; in my finite mind I made my plans, but God, in His infinite wisdom, had better plans for me. And whatever I’ve accomplished was what He had intended for me to accomplish.